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Waaa, it's been years since i watched doramas and varieties through keyhole tv. i wonder if there are other people still use it to watch dorama or varieties? i tried login tonight but to no avail. my network sort of problematic i guess,
I can't believe it's been two years already after I last post on my lj. Was I too busy with RL? Kind of. But the most important thing is that, I renounced this fandom two years ago. Because of what? I had lost interest in arashi, arashic, anything related to them, because its just time consuming and I can't give that.

But suddenly, since a week ago, I started to coming back, checking other lj for something dl. I visited plotboxes lj to search for movies dl. Then I started to post comments on jun's new dorama shitsuren chocolatier (heartbroken chocolatier) on other blog using my lj community; and I realized on how much I missed 嵐。 so my soul started coming back, my Yamakaze. But I don't expect myself to start all over again checking everything I've missed since I left this fandom. I just casually picking up from this points. So I missed a lot about their hyped singles, arafes, movies and doramas. Maybe I just know a little bit here and there about jun's. others; wakarimasen.

Love and interest on something surely can't be forced, because they are the natural feelings. So I won't force myself giggling on tumblr browsing their pics or nosing everything about them. I just hope they do well as much as I hope I do well too. Everything about fangirling is one's convenient. Don't follow others yo!

By the way, congratulating me since I just landed a new job *wink2*. I'm planning to go to Japan.so work hard everyone. Life is hard, so we must be happy ne!!

New world

I just finished writing fan fiction for one community that i joined last year and i really love it. I wish to write for Arashi rabu too and arashi kinks, someday.

~~Wicked&Weird Standard No.1~~

My so imbalanced fan girling and school life.
Look like that mighty portion could eat the small portion anytime soon, huhu.
I don't know why my pb acts on me tonight, the image went out so out of proportion ;p
the small portion=the red ones is my school life
the big portion=the blue ones is my fan girl thingy, haha


Nonesense rambling

I don't know why while i'm waiting for Anishi raw video tonight, i watched Arashi's MLS @ FNS music festival, once again. I just feel to watch it again. I'm really pissed off right now after i downloaded one file of HnA, and i could not open it, huhu. I feel so sad right now; i mean i downloaded the same file twice, and i still couldn't open it, huhu. It seems nobody encounter that problem except me, so there is nothing i could do ne.

My first Arashi character

This is my first time i wrote Arashi character. Since i'm japanese illiterate, i don't even know if this is the right way to write it or not. But i was having fun doing it haha. I used glow draw app. It's quite weird, but i'm ok with it.


on the road again (^.^)

I want to travel again, i think i'm addicted to travel and being away from home. I don't think i'm belong to someone, to my university or to my own fate. I just want to travel. My next plan-either is is this week or next week and by car coz i don't think i want to go too far. Wait for me.

(2) What kind of life is called as life afterall??

This post didn't deserve a new entry,but i just wondering about it though. What kind of life you think as life?. Is it defined by yourself? your spouse? your family? your friends? your faith? or what?.

Is someone's life that didn't suit yours can't be assumed as life then?.Just because that person is different?.


I created my tumblr account but I don't think I can manage it very well. I think there is no way I will post anything at the tumblr other than reblog and reblog, non stop, haha. That such a bad follower and there is no different either I have one or not. So, my solution is that, I will only follow my fav tumblr from afar. They are Aiba Masaki tumblr, Arashi tumblr, Mao Inoue tumblr, and poem tumblr. I also closely follow personal tumblr that post frequently at my favorite tumblr sites (but I really could not disclose their names :( )

I really love tumblr coz they are really complete and fun too.I will never stop visiting my favorite tumblr sites. Thank you so much :)


Well done :)

Hi, i'm back :) when i checked my friends pages just now, OMG, we are celebrating Aibaby's month right now. It starts with the count down to the Dec 24th first.

Thanx a lot for toku_betsu, i'm downloading the +act now. Aiba is just freaking awesome there. There are also a lot of short clips and news about Aiba's visit to Taiwan and HK for the movie premier of animal documentary film that he narrated (i had the slightest idea Masami Nagasawa narrated for that film also) . The film is Japanese islands, stories about animals. I read at yamakaze, this film will be released in two months time, it means, february next year. I know i can't hope Malaysia will show this film (as far as i could remember, i hardly seen any japanese movie in Malaysia. Why?).Wow, lucky fans that could watch him live-in-person (those who waited at the airports :)). I just wondering, did the film production team promote in Taiwan and HK only?. Will they promote to other countries as well?. (I think they went to Taiwan and HK because Taiwan and HK helped Japan during the earthquake?. I don't know it is true or not but if i wrong, feel free to correct me).

Still butthurt watching those fan cam of Aiba's arrival and departure's videos and the photos too (i'm still staring at them, haha). I feel so happy aiba is working so hard for this movie and i really hope it will be well accepted too. It must be good listening to his soothing voice while watching those amazing animals ne. I still torn apart on choosing the official character that i like for this documentary. I really like kitakkuma, but i also like konkochan and uribonbon there, haha.I think i will stay with kitakkuma coz he just adoringly cute.

Aiba did a great job there. I'm so proud of you bb.


I can't help but haunting all his pictures when he was in Taiwan and HK. But i also can't help with fans that cried when they couldn't see him at the airports. I dont know what i will do if i'm at their place. One more thing with fans that went overboard with violating the traffic rules when chasing aiba's vehicle, and most importantly, OTHER PEOPLE'S SAFETY ON THE ROAD WHILE DOING SO, is the most selfish kind.

It's december already

Yes!!! It's december and it's Aibaby's month.I'm so happy right now like i want to invade my dear friend pages to see if i could grab some juiciness from this month/Aibaby festive month.

I just need to have my break fast now before set off and see ya on saturday. Ja ne!!!!!!!!